This is me. I have alternated between severely restricting food, to bingeing, to purging, to over exercise...and back again. Sometimes I'm thin and sometimes I'm not. I also have never met anyone who has combined eating disorders. It's hard for me to even admit or believe I have an eating disorder, as I don't remember a time when I had a healthy relationship with food. I wish I had some words of advice, or something smart to say, but I don't. I'm just beginning to admit there is a problem and unresolved past issues. I honestly wasn't even planning on admitting this here. But I wanted you to know you aren't alone.