The medication I'm on has been successful in removing the suicidal plans but I remain worthless and hopeless and without motivation. I see nothing changing in my future, just stuck.

I interviewed for a PHP and was supposed to start yesterday......until I told them I need an ASL interpreter for groups. (One on one and in small rooms I do hear/ guess well but in groups Its impossible to guess what people are going to say.) they were to call me yesterday, at 4 pm I tried to call and was told to call back to his cell phone in 5 -10 minutes. The cell phone recording wasn't set up to take messages and the office phone was also a recording. So far today no phone call....I'm thinking it's not happening.

On an up note, I got an application for a door to door ride for the disabled.