regretful are you on anything now? I have always had trouble trying meds my panic attacks come back the I think about trying some a total control issue took me forever to get on full therapeutic dose of celexa tapered up in slicers almost in the beginning can't cut a lot of meds. Yes feeling like you blah no drive energy do experience little joys my dogs etc today I am so tired I slept way long bed at 12;30 up at 4 am back to bed at 8 am woke up 3:30 pm now I am back in bed tired.. Wanted to shower enjoy outside but really no energy at all trying to stay awake . No driving desire either I'm like for what even though somewhere in my mind I think /see or maybe it's remembering that I like sitting on the deck watching animals people cars reading a good book . I can remember but no will whatsoever to go do it. I am thankful my other conditions are in control right now... I am in a dead zone depressed mess but have been way worse with all at the same tine even my depression has been way worse in a sense crying all the time ... This is like a depressed numbness does that makes sense??