I really appreciate everyone's help. I had terrible sleep last night and only woke about 4 hours ago. I've been trying to put my thoughts together since then and have been doing a little writing after that. I'll start doing another search on Monday since it is after 6pm here and tomorrow is a holiday.

I really do want to thank everyone here for being encouraging, especially when I was about to give up. It means a lot to me, even if it was just from strangers on the internet. Thank you.