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Originally Posted by jean17
I feel really bad saying this, but after a few hours over two days of having my sister around I was nearly going out of my mind. I finally had to say, "Going now." and run. It was like I was possessed. I was frantic. I had to get away and be alone. This was yesterday afternoon. I've calmed down some now, but it's so hard to regain my equilibrium.
Just another day with BPD and social anxiety and introversion and GAD.
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Wow...I could have written that about my son. I love him to pieces but with me, I just get overwhelmed and I have to bolt like the proverbial horse, back to the barn! lol
I'm glad you've calmed, jean, and found a bit of level. I use that to bouy myself for the next time. There's always a ' next time' and I just try to stay a little longer in the fray than I did previously. Sometimes it's good...sometimes it's moments and I have to go.
Hang in there. I certainly can relate
