Feeling deeply sad and deeply disoriented by my upcoming move.

I'm selling and leaving a house and neighborhood I love.

I'm terminating with a T I adore, who's been a constant for me over four tumultuous years and seen me through some really hard times and who's helped me so much.

I hate not knowing what my new life will be like, so that's really stressful for me. Change is hard. Blind change is really hard.

And... As I tend to do... I've managed to create or attract chaos in some of my relationships just as I'm leaving. What I really want is to leave on good terms with everyone, but somehow (and I truly can't figure this out) I create drama or drama finds me.

Just so sad.

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