My husband is not a bad guy, but like me most of us suck when we're active alcoholics. I mowed the lawn in hot weather, did some cleaning and cooked meatloaf mashed potatoes and gravey. He gets home sits outside to chain smoke and drink hot red wine for 3 hours. He is such an idiot. It's 90 degrees outside and he is only sitting because I had a chair I was using to hold our cat. He usually stands like a bigger idiot after being a contractor on his feet all day. Now he's slamming doors and mad at me because I won't listen to his bs. He is so stupid when he sat down I put on honey boo boo and left the room. He hates that show and is obvious it's on.

When we got married I was not sober. I quit everything and I'm in perimemopause. He's just lucky I don't pull a Lorrana Bobbit lol.