After I had my daughter my doc put me on Zoloft. Thats been 3 months now and a month ago my Aunt, she, I can't even type it.. Her funeral was beautiful. I am back to the start and I feel like I can't tell my family. Heck the first time was hard enough. Now my sister keeps trying to talk me into getting off my meds and no one knows that I am having a hard time with this. Not even my husband.
Its mostly the dreams. Nightmares about my Aunt and her house and death in general. I keep telling myself I'll call the doc tomorrow but then talk myself out of it. Just thought typing this out on a public forum of people that do not know me would help.