Dear JD-
There have been times in my when I have been in constant pain. It is debilitating, especially to the spirit. I am sorry you are having a tough day, but I'm sure God will let you know when it's time to go home.
Meantime, we are here for you, if you feel you can join in or not. Maybe by just hanging out with us a little, we can help take the focus from your pain.
Love from

and from Tea and the whole group