Mmm and in the beginning Anxiety, Panic Disorder plus Agoraphobia used to the bigger issues for me. I have been through a lot of CBT and overcome 95% of those issues not to say it won't creep up again like depression it does tend too ex specially during high stress times. I know it does with me but I have the skills to better control it before it becomes to much of a issue.. I never thought I would conquer agoraphobia but I did I have a few things that are still anxiety provoking but nothing that cripples my life anymore...

As of now not much of a life in this flat mode I am in you had said differently earlier can't remember now but it explained it well. I went from barely being able to leave my room to flying to some of the largest cities of the world for trips...

It's these lingering debilitating symptoms that are the big issue now...those are the symptoms that have changed from what I used to feel when going through a major depressive period..