I am taking the pledge again today as I know it will be a rough day all together (fireworks + PTSD need I say more?) and my father is going back into the hospital. So. Stress all around.
The last time I kept the pledge I finally had a day where my brain reached further than me wanting to be self destructive. I was able to get my work done and even enjoy a video game, of which I haven't played in over a year. It was a good day.
I hope today ends well, too.
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“You are so brave and quiet I forget you are suffering.”.
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