Hey Kamiomi, I wasted a year too... that's when I wasn't receiving any help. Was in the throes of depression and basically ran away from it. Now I'm in college, though overwhelmed, I'm still going okay.
Was wondering whether there is any help you're receiving right now that would be of use to you?
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"The is no better exercise for the human heart than reaching and lifting others up." - John Holmes
herethennow: This ward is a prison!
Wardmate: No.. here's not a prison. *points to brain* Here is.
dx: recurrent MDD.