That is a good way to describe how I felt today, although not the crying part. I have been trying to think of a word, alone, isolated, empty.....hollow does it justice.

The thing is I did all the right things. I went to all the fourth of July festivities in my town with my daughter and parents. Saw old friends and a band and so on. Should have been a fulfilling happy day. yet I felt hollow all day. I can't explain why, it was just this internal feeling that has not gone away. I do not really want to go to the fire works and band tonight but I probably will. Doing these things is supposed to drag me out of depression but it isn't working. So I am not sure how to cope. Its just this odd empty hollow feeling.......