Not really. Betcha you could find some very loving, understandng people on PyschCentral. It might not mean as much, seeing as it's online, but please don't give up. I don't know that I can help, or make you feel better, but I do care about you (and yea, that's possible after only reading your posts). You remind me a little of my younger brother, who I love very dearly--you're both wise beyond your years.

Can I ask you something? Do you love anything or anyone? I mean, just anything. Even something stupid, like onion bagels or a weird video on Youtube.

It sounds idiotic, I know, but it's something. And if there's love within you, there's love in the world, right?

Keep trying. I'll be here. PM me if you need me.

~muse