I made my kids a special meal tonight. They kept asking for steak and lobster. So we made it together; poor little lobsters. I felt so guilty for eating this that it did not stay. I have not eaten so much in well over a month; think more like 2. Damn. sry. I took so many stupid laxatives that I feel yucky. I told my t how much I have been taken; and how much I purge. She said she can tell; my eyes look strained and are dark under them. She said thats how they looked when this was "full blown" before. I guess I have to wait and see what my doc says.
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