Thank you for sharing your story.

I think more than anything while the noise is definitely a serious issue that I'm going through that I can't wait for it to be resolved. I'm more concerned about how badly my anxiety is taking over my life at the moment. I think I'm freaking out more over how badly I'm freaking out and afraid of this situation.

Things are happening to me both emotionally and physically that I just do not know how to deal with at this time. Why in God's green earth would I have a nervous breakdown over leaving my apartment in fear of interacting with them? I just don't get it.

Could it be my codependency, my social anxiety, or PTSD? I don't know but what I do know is that I want these anxious thoughts and feelings to GO AWAY more than the noise from my neighbors from hell.

I completely understand the negative disadvantages of living in an apartment. However I would like to be able to deal with this situation I'm currently going through with a level of confidence and respect to stand up for myself now and that is something I just don't have at the moment.

I'm just thankful I have actually found a place where I can be 100% completely honest with my thoughts and feelings. It's been a challenge keeping these anxious thoughts and feelings inside.