HELP. Need Info...

At this exact time I do not have T or pdoc. Am moving completely out of the area in 2 weeks (big part of current condition). Stupid to start with one here.

Have talked to crisis hotline. Agreed that if I am still in danger I should go to hospital.

I am giving it a great deal of thought since I am not better. And yes I have all 3 components in place.

Question: What actually happens in the hospital? ?

I have this image that they will give meds to make me sleep for 3 days or make me a zombie.

Geeezzz I am afraid to go and afraid not to

Can I get some ideas of what should happen. PLEASE and thank you in advance.