I was also on an anti depressant for a while too. It was a low dose though..... When I stopped that one last week, I felt like I was on LCD- not that I know what that's like, but it just felt surreal, ALL the time. I felt like I wasn't alive, but in an intense dream. I got so scared one night that I drove myself to the emergency room because I was so dizzy I was scared I was going to black out, and I don't know hit my head and die alone on the floor or something.... In hindsight, maybe that was an overreaction.... Those withdraws are now gone.