I could have written that post myself NowhereUSA, I can relate to doing life in the past for someone elses sake and experiencing hurt in the process. Acceptance is hard for me though, there's a lot of refusing to accept and anger that this is how my life is. To accept feels like giving in, like someone or something is trying to break my will and turn me into a placid, compliant person who just shuts up and gets on with their life sentence. Sorry for sounding so bleak.
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