That means a lot Bluedove, thank you.

However, I don't believe I can handle risking playing the "What's good for the Goose is Good for the gander" card. Plus it's really hard for me to admit this but I do not believe I could contact the front office and inform them of what has transpired this past week with the intention of them evicting them on based on the 3-day notice that they stated they delivered to them last Monday.

If that were to happen I would have a serious meltdown for any direct fear of any backlash. It's only becoming clear to me know what is wrong with me and my Anxiety and PTSD is so severe now I seriously don't think I could handle anything that would open the door to the idea of a confrontation with these neighbors from hell.

With that said I think I may have come to a conclusion on my next step.

Monday I'm going to call the front office to request a face to face meeting. In that meeting I'm going to lay out the last two toxic years I've had in my life that has resulted me in therapy and a Codependency 12 step program. I'm going to inform them of my social anxiety and PTSD issues and then lay out the week from hell that I've just had and tell them that I can not handle the idea of them evicting these noisy neighbors based on my direct complaints for the fears that I have.

Then I'm going to request to move to an upstairs apartment or find out what it is going to cost me to break my lease.

I'm actually personal friends with the manager so I am hoping she will be compassionate to my cause.

This might be the cowards way out but it's the out I can feel comfortable with. I am not capable of dealing with this situation. It's just to stressful and it's harming what I need to do to take care of myself and really deal with the personal issues that I'm going through.