Nearly triggered this morning but got over a misunderstanding really quickly and it paid off because I had an awesome day. Yes I had to fake it til I made it, but I MADE IT.

The Tour de France came to town. I got a good spot and was part of a sporting event watched routeside by 1 million people, I was one in a million. As the peloton passed I was screaming Allez, Allez, Allez. I didn't think about anything other than the amazing event going on around me, so today I was lifted out of my depression by forcing myself to overcome anxiety, phobia, lassitude, apathy and go along with the crowd until my mood became level with theirs.

I am exhausted and exhilirated. Tomorrow I get to do it all again as the peloton will pass close to my home. This time it will just be flashing by and not the finish but still worth it.