I've been in a relationship with this guy for almost 2 years and a few months back we got engaged. We have been doing long distance for the past 5 months because of school. That has been really hard on me. I feel the constant urge to keep contacting him either via text, calls etc. Apart from that I've noticed I've starting getting really depressed lately. It usually starts when we have a fight or when I feel he isn't giving me enough attention. He claims that I have 'borderline personality'. We used to joke about that before but lately I've been convincing myself that it might be true. He is a really nice guy but sometimes he acts like a total douche and keep justifying his actions. His hurtful actions have been affecting me very deeply. I seem to have some signs of depression and it's been getting worse. The weekends are awful as I don't get out of bed till noon and spend almost all day crying. I don't know if he is the cause of my depression or it's something else. I've often wondered if I call off the engagement and leave him - would my depression get better? I feel like he has a hard time understanding me and doesn't understand why the things he does upset me. I feel like I'm trapped in this relationship and I'm setting myself up for a lifetime of sadness with him. I don't know what to do and I'm really confused. Anyone else in a similar situation or know how to deal with something like this. Thanks guys!