Hi TJ. It sounds like progress being able to go home for the weekend but also a challenge. You did well to give the knife to your wife on your own. A step in a good direction. Do not be ashamed, recognizing your needs in your illness is a positive step. There will be ups and downs. You are making progress. It sounds like you would need to be back in the hospital when your wife has to be away so you can have supervision. I wish you the best.