All I am certain of is that IF it is my time to go, no amount of pharmaceutical poison such as chemo and radiation will make one iota of difference...God will take me anyway. And if it isn't my time then God will provide me what I need through nature's medicine cabinet. I truly believe this. He did it when I had cervical cancer in 2003 and he will do it again. But still any advice however bizarre sounding is welcome because I will do my research. Thank you to all!