Hi,

I am so confused about my behavior so need to get opinion from others on this. A guy liked me in the office and he told me. I liked him but I was not sure of him. So I told him I didn't like him in that way . This has been going on for an year. I missed him terribly and was sad that I could not tell him my feelings.

Suddenly yesterday during a meeting,I just questioned him randomly about some issue in front of my coworkers !!!! I don't know what came over me.I'm so embarrassed that I want to die. I know my coworkers are laughing at me. What is really wrong with me.Why did I do that??