Hi, hamstergirl...well, you sound kind of at peace...and also a little confused? :-? I think it's great that Doug's visit went so well, I don't see why you put a triggering sign beside your post. Perhaps this will lead to more frequent visits by him?

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RIP Dexter...
<font color=red>The best dog ever!!!</font color=red>

<font color=green>In the real dark night of the soul it is always three o'clock in the morning.</font color=green>
- F. Scott Fitzgerald