i'm a LOT better now - took some HEALTHY measures to regularize my sleep, it worked, i'm still coping of course, but that HEALTHY measures/and chain of events that i'll mention later yesterday made me wake up early, having slept well, feeling happy, well-disposed and just - in the light of my sunshine mood icon....
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"Did you ever wake up to find
A day That broke up your mind
Destroyed your notion of circular time?
It's just that demon life that got you in its' sway..."