Its pretty incredible. =) He came and hung out with me and my best girlfriend last night. He met us at the meeting too. I was all stressed out from seeing my family and got a little emotional at the beginning of the meeting and he was like, "I switched into protecter mode and just wanted to hold you!" He's a wonderful man. We're taking it slow. When he kisses me I want to attack him but I know from my past that sex too quickly really messes things up for me, so we're waiting.

The conversations we have are awesome. Conversation just flows. We can talk easily and thats so important. He's shared things with me that he doesn't tell anyone, things only his sponsor knows. He said he didn't mean to let me in, it just happened.

I have to tell him something tonight that I'm nervous to tell him. Its that thing that you don't want anyone to know about you, but I have to tell him. I'm pretty sure it will be fine, but I'm pretty nervous about it. I know I'll feel better once its out in the open though.