and what if you never get fully better? Will you spend waiting for miracle instead of thriving despite struggles?

I disagree pursuing your dream will make you worse. Giving up and pointlessly distracting and wasting years will take toll on you.

If I waited for my issues to go away, I would never finnish uni, see many places (including Crimea...), done lot of things. I would be thousand times more depressed then I am now. Maybe even blaming my depression for "robbing me of things".