you're lucky you at least have your boyfriend.. ive never even had a boyfriend for longer than like a month.. iknow, pathetic.
i dont even have that.. that's so cute, you are best friends..
he sounds like a great guy.. deff a keeper. =]

it just seems to me that you are comparing yourself too much to him. You have to remember that you are good enough for him..

i know how you feel, tho.. i'm sick of everything too.