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Originally Posted by VenusHalley
and what if you never get fully better? Will you spend waiting for miracle instead of thriving despite struggles?
I disagree pursuing your dream will make you worse. Giving up and pointlessly distracting and wasting years will take toll on you.
If I waited for my issues to go away, I would never finnish uni, see many places (including Crimea...), done lot of things. I would be thousand times more depressed then I am now. Maybe even blaming my depression for "robbing me of things".
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Even if I were to pursue my dream of being a composer and gain years of knowledge and experience, if my depression never goes away fully, I would sacrifice everything and my musical talents and years of knowledge and experience in music by getting a lobotomy if it meant ridding of the depression and having my pleasure back (as a lobotomy is a brain procedure that takes away who you are, but is something that eases mental illnesses). That, or electric convulsive therapy. Otherwise, I would end my life. Therefore, it would be a waste anyway if I were to pursue my dream of becoming a composer and gain years of knowledge and experience because of the fact that if the depression never fully goes away, I would sacrifice these things in the end anyway. Therefore, for the sake of not pursuing my dream for nothing, I would wait for the depression to fully go away. As long as it still remains, I will never pursue my dream.