i guess your problem is that you dont want to lose him, huh?

well maybe you should find someone else who you can talkt to about your problems, and lay off him every once in while.. so you dont feel that you're pressuring too much and "ruining his life"

you should try seeing a conselour or someone who can help you in dealing with what you're going through..

anyway, if you need someone to complain to, you can send me message whenever you want... =]