Hey SecretGarden,

I guess it's been a little over 2 months now that I've been attending. I think tonight is my 10th session. I'm semi-dreading it right now.

As far as what I want to talk about? I can't think of anything. Maybe one remark from last week that I'd like to clarify, but after that? I'll probably end up just sitting there like I did last week. It doesn't seem all that appropriate to talk about things that are going on in my regular life though sometimes people do. But most of the time they talk about the interactions between the members of the group. And that's where they talk about jealousy and things like that. I don't feel jealous of anyone there -- I don't really know them well enough. I don't have very strong feelings towards them at all so there isn't much there for me to talk about.

One girl there has tried very hard to make me feel welcome. In fact, she's tried so hard that she's annoyed the other people in the group who thought she was trying to usurp me somehow. Or something. That conversation's been going on for a while, and it's so annoying. I never say anything during it.

I'd tell them I'm annoyed or bored, but I don't have anything I'd rather talk about.

Ugh, it's just a few hours away. Why am I still going?!

(I guess because I trust the therapist.)

Sidony