Hi. It just happened again. I tend to forget about them. Though it just happened again. I almost vomited. Every time they happen I almost vomit. I don't know where they come from. I was thinking they were like a flashback or something. Intrusive past thoughts. I was just sitting in the tub and nothing was going on. Then all of a sudden this thought in my head exploded. I couldn't see in front of me because my vision was overtaken by this thought and I started to curl up. I get incredibly sick feeling. I thought I was going to start vomiting everywhere. Nothing triggered it really. The only thing that was going on was I was thinking to myself in the tub and I heard my parents outside the door.

I've had it happen in the past before and these things always make me want to vomit along with losing the ability to stand. It feels like I am blacking out while remembering something. Though when it ends I can't remember anything. The only thing I remember from this event was waffles.

What I do know is that it is always the same like memories that occurs in my head.

It feels like a ton of past thoughts flowing into me and then within the same moment they flow out.

I've felt sick for 20 minutes now after it happened. I also have a hard time breathing and seeing straight while and shortly after it happens. I don't know what it is. I haven't really seen anyone for it.

I've thought it could be like PTSD or something but I am not really sure. All I've been doing is self-diagnosing so far.