I've been scared all my life of dying. I worried about it every day many time a day. I worried about the tomorrow and I worried about the past. I come from a family of worriers, I think because depression is so thick in the genes.

I got on the right medication and now my worries are gone for the most part. Its not uncommon for people who are depressed, its just another part of it.

I hope you can find some peace. Im a christian and I have to remind myself when I become stressed and worried that God is in charge and He is always there and knows what it best for me.