How do you guys afford this stuff though. I always have to pay out of pocket and I don't have any money. This isn't my only problem. I have a whole shitbox of problems and I can't get any help. I can't get insurance. What am I supposed to do? My parents don't want to pay. People tell me I just need to move forward but how can I move forward if I can't leave my house. I feel like I am going to snap.

I had gotten diagnosed about a year ago. Though I just feel like it's all wrong. I didn't answer it right. I messed up. I couldn't even talk to anyone when I was getting diagnosed because of mutism.

I did it all wrong.