Hi, for those of you who read my possts before you know my sitaution of depression, but what you don't know is the on going battle to improve that slumps me.

Being 17 and a guy I find it most difficult to get through to anyone in a loving way romanticly or not. I love people easily, because I see what could be in them and what could be in me as well. Regardless of past history I never judge a person, sometimes that worsens their chances of imrpovement.

I've lost all will in my friends, I opened up. Recently my friend who knew of my depression for 2 years I asked him why he never asked me about it...he said he didnt want to bring it up. I said fair enough, so I begged him to check in on me for support theone thing we all need. He never did, we slowly diffeted after agruments, my therapist said go back to him, and the others who also said that, I did, but I dont see the fairness, I only needed a "hi how are you" every once in a while.

Well I didnt go in depth sry but thats the jist of it.