PLEASE DON'T GIVE UP TRUST ME I FEEL YOUR PAIN I TOO SOMETIMES FEEL LIKE GIVING UP BUT YOU CAN NOT LET BIPOLAR BEAT YOU. CONTINUE TO TAKE YOUR MEDS AND DO RESEARCH. THIS WAS HOW I FOUND THIS SITE . TRYING TO FIND OUT WHY I AM STILL DEPRESSED AND I TAKE MY MEDS LIKE I AM SUPPOSE TO. I FEEL LIKE A TV, STATIONS CONSTANTLY CHANGING. I ALSO HAVE KIDS AND MY 10 YR. OLD IS MY ROCK. SOMETIMES I FALL ASLEEP FROM MY MEDS AND HE TAKES CARE OF ME AND HIS 2 YR. OLD BROTHER. I AM ASLO TIRED BUT MAYBE IF WE CONTINUE TO ENCOURAGE EACH OTHER AND RESEARCH WE CAN DO IT FOR THE KIDS. <font color="orange"> </font> DON'T LET IT BEAT YOU!!!!!!!