I felt like I made myself a dull day today. I wanted to go on a long bike ride, but it was too hot and felt slightly under the weather. Many years ago I had dreams of Tour de France as TheOriginalMe was talking about. I used to do a lot of biking years ago. I'll try to do more when the weather gets cooler. Well, anyways, I just went on a one hour ride and that's it.

I went to the pool area tonight pretty early. I went at 7:15 PM and it looked like mid-afternoon. I like to go there when it's dark outside. I miss the winter months when it would be dark early and nice & cold outside. I had the pool to myself which was nice, but there was a little party at one of the tables. It was three couples and it seemed like they were having a great time. It does pain me to see that because they seemed so happy and I feel very alone. It's like; why am I so alone?

Getting ready now for a full five day work week. I shouldn't feel sad about having to go back to work after a long weekend. I am thankful that I have a job. But the job gets boring sometimes, even though I like it. I wish that the 4th would have come on a Monday instead of Friday.