Hi,

I've heard the saying yes.

Intresting points you have and i will take all of this to my thoughts and think different bossibilities.

I rang mn doctor today, and he booked me appointment for tomorrow. He has been dealing with my depression and my sick leave.
I was put on a sick leve 3 months ago + 2 months part sick leave, becose i couldnt handle these info's about me that i was told and forced to think about my live and behavior.
So i crashed. Took a deep dive and lost my ability to work, act etc.
That is how i got to think, through a deep dive and crumbling down.

Now i'm on a part time sick leave.

he has told me that he would like me to have psychotherapy, maybe i could benewith from it. Maybe not. But at this point, i just might take the change. On the other hand , they are not listening.. If i tell " i cant feel emotionn" they say " its because you are depressed " - well yea.. but its not a new thing for me.. i've just come to realize it !

So frustrading! But we will see.. at this point we have been talking about my depressen, not the reasons.. and not about my my past or my present.. it has been a allmost funny appontments.. he tells me how i should feel about things.. I replay that i dont feel so.. he says that its becouse depression.. Think I should just exept the psychotherapist, maybe he/she would listen. ?