Feel how I felt yesterday. I wish I was through this and further along in dealing with all of the stuff on my plate. I can't focus. I don't want to do anything. I've been thinking too much about things I can't change. I need escape my head for a while. Sleeping just isn't cutting it. I was up and down all night last night. My body is probably yelling at me for sleeping to much. I just want to be done dealing with this.