Oh lordly ME TOO!

I just wish I actually had someone caring and compassionate to just talk to for about 12 hours.

I am such a wreck I can't even stand myself. Not eating much, not sleeping much, haven't had a shower in a week.

I can't shake this off AND honestly it's stupid to feel this way.

I feel sick and a little out of control. I keep making an a.s.s out of myself screaming seriously horrid things. I can't stop! I am hurt, angry and just cut adrift from my life now.

It's all just too much and I don't think I can take it anymore. I'm stuck. And in too much emotional pain.