I haven't been here in a while. Unintentional, really. Though my recovery in terms of my ED are really going well. Which I never thought I'd be able to say. Ever.

I have been able to eat without guilt. And when I was eating ice cream, out in public, it didn't even cross my mind that I shouldn't be eating this. When I got home and realized I was truly shocked.

I am proud of myself. I never thought I'd get to this point. And while a relapse is possible and happens to loads of us, right now I am just going to be proud of myself.