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Originally Posted by Hellion
Well if you have had a trauma, then its likely it could be related to PTSD...sometimes they do confuse PTSD with personality disorders. Also though if you haven't had a trauma it could just be severe anxiety with really bad panic attacks causing these ordeals. It would be a good idea to maybe talk to someone about it and get a second opinion, but you're right it can be expensive.
You could maybe look into if you would qualify for medicaid...how do you attain income? if your working I think if you make below a certain amount you can qualify or if you're on like SSI you should automatically qualify...that could help some with those costs. Also some therapists/psychologists/psychatrists offer sliding scale fees meaning they work with you so you can pay a more affordable price instead of what they usually charge.
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I don't remember any really bad trauma. My parents fought a lot when I was younger. That is about the only thing I could see causing it. Otherwise I don't know what causes them to happen. I am usually alone when they happen and there is not really any trigger I can think of. I was actually feeling really good before it happened. Was relaxed and chilling. It seems like they happen when I am relaxed or nothing is going on. Perhaps it's because I have more calm thoughts and can think about stuff. My own thoughts then end up being a trigger?
I can't get medicaid. I don't have income because I don't leave the house. I live with my parents so that is how I am allowed to live. I don't have SSI. I get a lot of anxiety overall but there was none when this happened. Same with the past ones as well. I do remember though is that they are the same thoughts every time. I just can't remember them after it happens.
Is it a good idea to try and trigger them on purpose?