Thank you .Thank you guys for all the response .It just lifted a great burden from me. I almost thought I could be better off never ever working there anymore and it was giving me nightmares!!
Well for those of you who wanted more details, It was question time at the meeting. Nobody expected that I would march in with a question. I did not push anybody out or interrupt anybody. The thing is , I could have planned a better question if I had any idea that I wanted to impress him. My biggest upset is that the question wasn't that great. Actually it even seems like a dumb ordinary question. And the fact that the speaker was someone whom I had a crush on is the problem. Also before the meeting, I had no idea I would get to the podium to ask a question. Something came over me. I wish I had planned a better question if I had to impress him. Well what can I do?? He is going to think that I am the most idiotic creature walking around all trying to impress when in fact I have never ever done anything like this in my entire life.
My other coworkers haven't said anything about it though I hear that people told him may be somebody put me up to do this and he should figure out who!!
I hope that give all the details for those who wanted to know. Sorry it took me so long to tell the story in detail because I just could not bring myself to even write about it in detail due to how embarrassing I felt.
Once again ,thanks a lot guys. This forum is a lifesaver!!
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