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Originally Posted by newgal2
Today, except for getting up occasionally to do stuff my depression rendered me bedbound until about 10:45 a.m., when I had to go somewhere. That's after going in bed at 5 p.m. last night. That's about 18 hours in bed with a few ups. My poor functioning is really starting to scare me. How much worse will my functioning get? Will I be able to get out of bed tomorrow?
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I hear you. Most days I don't bother getting dressed...what for? But today despite the iron fist in my stomach and jelly legs I called the PHP that I interviewed at last week and found out he had yet to call the interpreters but promised to do it today or tomorrow. So I'll see. Perhaps there will be a reason to get up?
I really feel that I need this. I too am worried about how little I care for life and lack of motivation. I sometimes think that if I die the only reason they will find me is because the rent is overdue.