I'm presently looking for work; not getting any replies from the resumes that I have sent out is discouraging and disheartening. I know those feelings well; as I also know that desire to stay in bed all day. But I do what I can to will myself out of bed. I refuse to give up because I live for my wife and son. I had to find something to hitch my wagon to because just doing this for me alone wasn't working. So wrapped up in here is a suggestion - do what you can to take the focus off yourself, which I know is no small task when depression is rearing its ugly head. My best to you for healing..