(((((((((((MP))))))))))))))
I know there are so many emotions running through you right now. None of them is easy to get through. But time, patience and hard work on both your parts will bring your relationship to where it needs to be.
Who amoung us is perfect? We are human, we make mistakes. Sometimes we are not thinking clearly, sometimes someone makes us feel better so we go with it and we don't think logically about what we are doing.
MP, listen to your gut. Your gut instincts will never lead you astray and will always tell the truth to you. If you feel he is truly repentive and wants to work on your marriage, then by all means give him the opportunity to do so. It's times like this, if allowed to learn, grow and mature from our mistakes, that a more beautiful life and relationship can evolve.
I wish you both love, peace, forgiveness, patience and strength!
Hugssssssss
J