I am so happy that you have accepted the bipolar, i still have times where I am still in denial, it's hard to deal with. Congrats on the drinking part. alcohol and meds do not mix!!!! I was told to just keep up with the meds and not to miss doc's appointment. Was also told I should go to counseling but because of our insurance and lack of money due to meds, I can't. So that is why I am here.