Trigger warning!!!!!
Trigger warning!!!!!


Why does it seem that everything I touch gets messed up? My wife wants to start couple's therapy. I'm already doing everything I can to get through my therapy. Not to mention I already want to quit therapy. I'm so over all of this crap I'm dealing with. Then I get this whole thing with my wife wanting to go to couples therapy. What else can ruin my life now?
But to what is scaring me I'm thinking about hurting people. Mainly myself and my boss. She's unstable and she's making life at work unbearable. It's so bad.... she's a narcissist (my opinion) she has no empathy for anyone, she shows off her self injury, she lies and manipulates. She's been turned in for some of her behaviors, but no one is doing anything. Or it seems like no one is doing anything, because it keeps getting worse. This has been going on for several months now. When is enough enough? I don't want to live like this anymore. I can't give up my job because I need it for money and health insurance.